L.J.E.E.B.S.M.T.N.T.B.S

Longest Journal Entry Ever Because So Many Things Need To Be Said

Okay...I think I'm making a table of contents for this.

1. General blahblah
2. Instagram
3. 100 Watchers
4. Lame Excuses
5. More Balderdash
6. A Discussion on the Word 'Balderdash'

1. General blahblah
I was super inactive lately and I'm sorry. I hope you all missed me a little.
I literally thought about what to write on my entire way back home and I was like 'wow that's a lot...I should structure it really nicely with a table of contents' and the second I wrote the lines above I forgot all of it. So chances are I forgot something.

2. Instagram
So my friend talked me into making an Instagram account. Since it's about posting pictures, I figured maybe someone here would want to follow me. I'll post pictures from my phone, which are nice for Instagram, but not good enough to upload here, so you'll actually find new stuff on there. I'm new to it though, so bear with me. And don't be a creep. Thanks. I also need people to follow, so that'd be another plus for you.

3. 100 Watchers
I realize that it's not much, but I'm really no one to go out and make new contacts. And I'm very grateful for having you all so here's a big thank you-hug!!   Stay awesome everybody!

4. Lame Excuses
Here comes the boring part. I have been inactive and will probably continue so too, because of school. There's the lame excuse.
The also lame truth is that I really am inactive because of school. I'm going to finish high school this year in June and the final finals are in April/May. So, everybody wants me to start studying. But I don't even know what to do with my life after school and I just want to be five years old again and not have any problems, so to avoid thinking about all the responsibilities that are being slammed into my face, I'm watching TV. I could obviously distract myself on deviantArt, but watching TV shows (Person of Interest at the moment) is just much more relaxing and an easier way to take my mind of things. But while I'm watching TV I can't be on deviantArt, so that's why I'm so inactive. I should also study for my driver's license test, but I'm not really getting anything done there either. I'm just procrastinating my life away again, so nothing has really changed. Now I'm sad...

5. More Balderdash
I did take pictures these last days and I'll see if I can upload some. Maybe pictures of crocuses or dogs. The weather was great but I didn't take as many pictures as I could/should have, because I'm just lacking any motivation at the moment. Ugh man, I need to get my life figured out I guess.

6. A Discussion on the Word 'Balderdash'
What the fuck kind of word is that?! My translation app thingy said it means something like 'pointless talk'...
Wiktionary says it probably derived from the name of some kind of drink that was beer mixed with wine or something. I guess if you drink beer mixed with wine all you can say is 'balderdash'. Balderdash balderdash balderdash balderdash balderdash balderdash balderdash...Super weird.
Wiktionary also says 'poppycock' is a synonym for it. Really, English language? 'Poppycock'? Are you for real? What even... Never mind, this is just going to end here.